It’s been 6 days since you left me and I don’t know if I can make it. I loved you so! I miss hearing your feet running down the hallway to bed where you’d lay on my chest every night. I’ll never forgive myself for the way you suffered as you struggled to breathe and now I’m finding it hard to breathe without you. How can you not be here?? I’m shattered with a grief that grabs me by the throat and all I can do is fall to my knees. I am so empty…so lost… so sad. I miss you and my arms ache to hold you. Please forgive every moment I was busy or tired or not with you. If only I could get those wasted seconds back…
Charlotte
